the dumbing down of love

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Aly. 21. Las Vegas, Nevada. Dreamer, schemer, and make believer. I'm everything you know and everything you can't understand. I'm full of contradictions and misconceptions. I love without holding back and can change your life if you let me. Never underestimate me because that will be your biggest mistake. Myspace Flickr

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Monday, April 25, 2005

Emotions have been running high for the past..4 days or so. I'm not so sure why. Everyone says to just cry and let everything out but I want to cry in front of someone so they can hold me and console me. That's hard though, guilt always sneaks up on me for burdening someone with my tears. Curling up in a tiny ball on my bed and not talking to anyone and not eating and just listening to sad songs and watching mushy movies sounds so appealing. No one would really notice or miss me anyways so it's a viable option.

I hate having a lump in my throat from holding back tears. It hurts.

edit:
I keep smelling your cologne and it makes me miss you and feel very alone.

Alysa [ 5:22 PM ]

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