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Aly. 21. Las Vegas, Nevada. Dreamer, schemer, and make believer. I'm everything you know and everything you can't understand. I'm full of contradictions and misconceptions. I love without holding back and can change your life if you let me. Never underestimate me because that will be your biggest mistake. Myspace Flickr

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

I want to drown. To just slip away into the nothing. All pain gone, all memories, all thoughts and worries. Everything gone. Cutting. Pills. Extra hot showers and baths. Alcohol. They all make everything dull, muted. Disconnected child. Girl. Woman. Her. It. She. All things grey. All I have ever wanted is arms to hold me back. Back from the dark, back from the pain, back from self distraction. Self implosion. Go back to numb, go back to dreamland. Walls, walls, walls. Protection. Pain. It's all the same. Drift away. Gone.

Alysa [ 12:26 AM ]

2 Comments:

you're blog is beyond the normal depth. But I think in many ways we're all beyond normal. I hear your thoughts and feel them in my soul at times too. I think it's a wonderful way to release these feels by writing them down. I just hope and pray it brings you peace. (((hugs)))

By Anonymous, at 5:30 PM
Lovely comments...

By Anonymous, at 9:33 AM