the dumbing down of love

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Aly. 21. Las Vegas, Nevada. Dreamer, schemer, and make believer. I'm everything you know and everything you can't understand. I'm full of contradictions and misconceptions. I love without holding back and can change your life if you let me. Never underestimate me because that will be your biggest mistake. Myspace Flickr

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Saturday, October 29, 2005

What's she got that I don't have
Does she fill those spaces that I've left you
When you wake up every night
Does the scent of regret ever haunt you
Put this under your skin
cuz I am me and I won't change for anyone
Me and I won't change for anyone
For anyone like you
Does the weight of consequence
Drag you down until it pulls you under
Does she lend an eager hand to save you
From the future of being with her
Are you with her?
Put this under her skin
cuz I am me and I won't change for anyone
Me and I won't change for anyone
For anyone like you
Why would I change
Put this under your skin

Alysa [ 8:03 PM ] | 1 comments

Friday, October 28, 2005

I thought if someone liked me, I must be okay.I thought if someone was willing to hold me, I must be worth not letting go of.If someone liked my body, it was a good body.If they liked my conversation, it was worthwhile.Why do we give ourselves over to love, offer our hearts as collateral for something we can't afford?I told my mother I didn't need anyone and she cried and said, "everyone needs someone."People who need other people named their need and they named it love.

Alysa [ 10:42 PM ] | 1 comments

will be sad.

i already feel the drowsiness of tears and the lump rising in my throat.

Alysa [ 9:52 PM ] | 0 comments

I wait for the postman
To bring me a letter
And I wait for the good Lord
To make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
Family in crisis that only grows older
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?

Daughter to father
Daughter to father
I am broken, but I am hoping
Daughter to father
Daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me's dying
and these are
These are the confessions
Of a broken heart

And I wear all your old clothes
Your polo sweater
I dream of another you
One who would never, never
Leave me alone
To pick up the pieces
Daddy to hold me
That's what I needed
So why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?

Daughter to father
Daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father
Daughter to father
Tell me the truth
Did you ever love me?
'Cuz these are, these are,
the confessions
Of a broken heart
Of a broken heart

I love you
I love you
I love you
I, I love you...

Daughter to father
Daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father
Daughter to father
Tell me the truth
Did you ever love me?
Did you ever love me?
These are
The confessions
Of a broken heart

Oh
And I wait for the postman
To bring me a letter...

Alysa [ 9:49 PM ] | 0 comments

Saturday, October 15, 2005

im buzzing like neon

Alysa [ 9:01 PM ] | 0 comments

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

im sorry.

Alysa [ 12:32 AM ] | 1 comments

Monday, October 03, 2005

im tired. and my tummy hurts. why does my tummy hurt? and why do i feel like you're mad at me? i dont like feeling sick and work is going to be way to hectic today. i hate sales..well i love shopping during them..but not working them. time to go get dressed now and not be cranky. im so napping when i get home.

Alysa [ 9:40 AM ] | 1 comments

Saturday, October 01, 2005

congrats. you no longer have to worry about me or if i'm okay. i no longer exist to you. you fucked this up.

Alysa [ 5:34 PM ] | 0 comments