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The Girl
Aly. 21. Las Vegas, Nevada. Dreamer, schemer, and make believer. I'm everything you know and everything you can't understand. I'm full of contradictions and misconceptions. I love without holding back and can change your life if you let me. Never underestimate me because that will be your biggest mistake. Myspace Flickr 
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Wednesday, March 30, 2005
What would it take for you to just leave with me?Not tryin' to sound conceited but me and you were meant to be You're a sexy guy, I'm a nice girl Let's turn this dance floor into our own little nasty world Boys, sometimes a girl just needs one Alysa [
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Monday, March 28, 2005
I am so out of shape that it's sad. I just did 20 mins on a treadmill and I think I might die. Then again it wasn't just walking or something it was running..on a constantly increasing incline. Maybe the treadmill programmer thing was a bit overshooting the abilities of my age group. Time for crunches. Alysa [
11:56 AM ]
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
The dawn is breakingA light shining through You're barely waking And I'm tangled up in you Yeah But I'm open, you're closed Where I follow, you'll go I worry I won't see your face Light up again Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to rhyme Out of the doubt that fills my mind I somehow find, you and I collide I'm quiet, you know You make a first impression I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind Even the best fall down sometimes Even the stars refuse to shine Out of the back you fall in time I somehow find, you and I collide Don't stop here I've lost my place I'm close behind Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to rhyme Out of the doubt that fills your mind You finally find, you and I collide You finally find You and I collide You finally find You and I collide Alysa [
10:23 PM ]
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Monday, March 21, 2005
This girl I know needs some shelterShe don't believe anyone can help her She's doing so much harm, doing so much damage But you don't want to get involved You tell her she can manage And you can't change the way she feels But you could put your arms around her I know you want to live yourself But could you forgive yourself If you left her just the way You found her I stand in front of you I'll take the force of the blow Protection I stand in front of you I'll take the force of the blow Protection You're a boy and i'm a girl But you know you can lean on me And I don't have no fear I'll take on any man here Who says that's not the way it should be Alysa [
5:26 PM ]
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How do endings end up as beginnings?I can break your walls down if you let me. If you let me I can make your world better. Open up and let me. Please. Soup time! Alysa [
3:05 PM ]
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Saturday, March 19, 2005
I watched the walls around me crumbleBut its not like I won't build them up again So here's your last chance for redemption So take it while it lasts because it will end And my tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye I cant live without you Can't breathe without you I dream about you honestly Tell me that its over Because the world is spinning and I'm still living It wont be right if were not in it together Tell me that it's over And I'll be the first to go Don't want to be the last to know I won't be the one to chase you But at the same time you're the heart that I call home I'm always stuck with these emotions And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole My tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye I cant live without you Can't breathe without you I dream about you honestly Tell me that its over Because the world is spinning and I'm still living It wont be right if were not in it together Tell me that it's over My tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye I cant live without you Can't breathe without you I dream about you honestly Tell me that its over Because the world is spinning and I'm still living It wont be right if were not in it together Tell me that it's over Tell me that it's over Over Honestly tell me Honestly tell me Don't tell me that its over Don't tell me that its over.. Alysa [
9:51 PM ]
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Friday, March 18, 2005
moon laser
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Little Gamers
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Thursday, March 17, 2005
Sleeping awake and awake when I'm sleepingI've got a dry kinda thirst when drenched On sunny days all I can see is the shadow And I'm not above being under And I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty And I always hide when its my turn to seek My only believe is not to have faith in believing Before I begin I'm over Disconnected Broken off again And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself Disconnected Numb in the pain again I always back track forward Cuz all in all I'm Disconnected Quietly loud while I'm noisily silent Keep holding my breath when I'm trying to breathe Swimming against all of my waves and the rapids I only win when I'm losing Disconnected Broken off again And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself Disconnected Numb in the pain again I always back track forward Cuz all in all I'm Disconnected I just wanna live my life sedated Cuz I love driving myself away Disfunctionally sane don't give a damn I cant comprehend what I understand Disconnected Numb in the pain again I always back track forward Cuz all in all I'm Disconnected Broken off again And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself Numb in the pain again I always back track forward Cuz all in all I'm Disconnected Alysa [
11:02 PM ]
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
The Edge of Innovation
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"I'm not evil. I'm just cute but psycho :) It's my adorable factor that draws you in and then I attack with my schemes to make you eat chocolate and watch crappy TV shows!"Oh and Happy Birthday babe. Alysa [
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The mayor of Crowely along with other political leaders are de la Houssaye's. It may be silly but I find that fun. So now not only am I related to duchesses but a mayor and a movie star as well. My family history rocks :)
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
MSNBC - Girl, 14, says she helped father commit suicide
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In a moment, everything can change Feel the wind on your shoulder For a minute, all the world can wait Let go of your yesterday Can you hear it calling? Can you feel it in your soul? Can you trust this longing And take control? Fly Open up the part of you that wants to hide away You can shine Forget about the reasons why you can't in life And start to try Cause it's your time Time to fly All your worries, leave them somewhere else Find a dream you can follow Reach for something, when there's nothing left And the world's feeling hollow Can you hear it calling? Can you feel it in your soul? Can you trust this longing And take control? Fly Open up the part of you that wants to hide away You can shine Forget about the reasons why you can't in life And start to try Cause it's your time Time to fly And when you're down and feel alone Just wanna run away Trust yourself and don't give up You know you better than anyone else In a moment, everything can change Feel the wind on your shoulder For a minute, all the world can wait Let go of yesterday Fly Open up the part of you that wants to hide away You can shine Forget about the reasons why you can't in life And start to try Fly Forget about the reasons why you can't in life And start to try Cause it's your time Time to fly In a moment, everything can change Alysa [
3:25 PM ]
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Monday, March 14, 2005
Hey baby come roundKeep holding me down And I'll be keeping you up tonight. The four letter word got stuck in my head The dirtiest word that I've ever said It's making me feel alright. For what it's worth I love you And what is worse I really do Oh what is worse I'm gonna run run run 'Till the sweetness gets to you And what is worse I love you! Hey please baby come back There'll be no more loving attack And I'll be keeping it cool tonight. The four letter word is out of my head Come on around get back in my bed Keep making me feel alright. For what it's worth I like you And what is worse I really do Things have been worse And we had fun fun fun 'Till I said I love you And what is worse I really do! For what it's worth I love you And what is worse I really do. Oh For what it's worth I love you And what is worse I really do. Oh For what it's worth I love you And what is worse I really do.... Alysa [
7:08 PM ]
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Sunday, March 13, 2005
I left kisses on your front stoopSo you could find them on your way home And wear them at a party where I'd be your guest With your soul spinning langfuidly in the warmth of your chest You try to remember the sparkle in my eyes I try to forget the shit and the lies So here's your December My kisses in a box Eat them for dinner and put them in your sauce I told secrets to your bedspred So it could wrap you in it's sonnet And whisper my longings to the back of your hair And tell you my story as if i was still there You try to remember the sparkles in my eyes I try to forget the shit and the lies So here's your December My kisses in a box Eat them for dinner and put them in your sauce Alysa [
10:44 PM ]
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You break me- I want my peices badlyYou take me- I want myself back madly You fight me- I want a nice peace tready You light me- I want the darkness completely Tape my wing down Hold my blue toe to the ground Take my senses But you can't take my license to thrill You can't mold me- I'll take the clay and make a snake You can't hold me- I can't be anything that's fake take my life But don't take my license to thrill I wonder- why I ever bothered You can't see- I've been plenty fathered And sometimes- I can see straight through your blue eyes You're so blind- you can't see when someone else crys Tape my wing down Hold my blue toe to the ground Take my senses But you can't take my license to thrill I guess it's not so bad You gaurd me and hold my hand You just can't strip away My quirkiness today I guess it's not so bad It's not so bad Alysa [
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Saturday, March 12, 2005
Take the quiz: "what kind of drug are you? (includes pictures)" cocaine. you are cocaine. addictive, expensive and confident. Alysa [
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Friday, March 11, 2005
I want to find a piece of your mindI want to see your make believe I don't wanna try so hard I make it hard for you to breathe jump into the ocean leaving on a notion if you're caught up in the motion back track and do it again and if you make it up I could never get enough me and you together but you gotta tell me where to begin I forgot how awesome that song is. Alysa [
4:11 PM ]
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Hey little girl with the pressure of the world on your shoulders don't say that it's over. I heard your prayers so just cast your cares and I'll be there so don't you fear.
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Thursday, March 10, 2005
Daniel: Wait, is this tea? This isn't tea. Omg, I think I'm going to throw up. Me:hahahahahahah...what is it? Daniel: I don't know but it smells like a stink bomb. Me: ahahaha ew Alysa [
3:53 PM ]
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Wednesday, March 09, 2005
I realize you're behind me to help and human kind me. I love that. Alysa [
3:36 PM ]
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This morning one of my hands down fave Gilmore Girl episodes was on. That's where the wallow thing comes from. :)"I consider you so expendable. You might as well pack your bags and go. I don't need you my whole world revolves around me, inflate my ego."----THAT IS STUCK IN MY HEAD AND IT WON'T GO AWAY!!! ♥♥ postscript: I want you to want me so bad that the second I walk through the door you attack me. Me and my cookie monster undies. Alysa [
12:41 PM ]
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005
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Monday, March 07, 2005
I am now a mime. I can't talk because well for one my voice is all but gone and it hurts when I try to talk above a whisper. All I have heard today is god you sound horrible! It's like yes thank you that totally helps me feel better. It's outrageously unfair that my mom is at home, simply because she is depressed and doesn't want to work today, and I am sick & have no voice but I have to be here because my boss has it in for me and will fire me if I miss anymore days. I don't fully grasp how that makes sense. Have you ever promised yourself something? Been raised and told time and time again to not do this one thing? Then one day out of the blue you find that you let that one thing happen, you slipped up. My mother raised me to only be dependent on myself and god, what happened to that? Where did all my independence and strength go to? It's scary when all you have known changes. Even yourself and how you see things gets flipped upside down. To add to the scary...I don't want the old me back. Alysa [
12:26 PM ]
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I found myself wrong again Alysa [
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Thursday, March 03, 2005
interesting
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Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Please don't go crazy, if I tell you the truthNo you don't know what happened And you never will if You don't listen to me while I talk to the wall This blanket is freezing, it's been out in the hall Where you've had me for hours Till I'm sure what I want But darling I want the same thing that I wanted before So sweetheart tell me what's up I won't stop no way Please keep your hands down And stop raising your voice It's hardly what I'd be doing if you gave me a choice It's a simple suggestion can you give me sometime So just say yes or no Why can't you shoulder the blame Coz both my shoulders are heavy From the weight of us both You're a big boy now so let's not talk about growth You've not heard a single word I have said... Oh, my God Please take it easy it can't all be my fault I haven't made half the mistakes That you've listed so far Oh baby let me explain something It's all down to drugs At least I remember taking the and not a lot else It seems I've stepped over lines You've drawn again and again But if the ecstacy's in the wit is definitely out Dr. Jekyll is wrestling Hyde for my pride Alysa [
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Notes to self:
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