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Friday, December 30, 2005

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I just spent the past hour laying on the floor of my living room. Not moving, not talking, not doing anything. I'm not sure if this should worry me or not. My therapist thinks I need out of my house for like a week, but I have no where to go or money to get there. Just a random update, I think I might go stare at the ceiling again.

just an edit..i hate my mother. someone save me.

another edit..this day just keeps getting better.
" IM 28 M FROM AROUND GEORGETOWN. IM 6'4" 240LBS BLONDIS BROWN HAIR BLUE EYES ATHETLIC BUILD. IM A FIREFIGHTER. IM MARRIED (NOT HAPPILY). IM LOOKING FOR A FRIEND WITH BENEFITS JUST BENEFITS QUICK IF U KNOW WHAT I MEAN? IF U LIKE WHAT U HEAR GIVE ME A EMAIL BACK AND MAYBE WE CAN CHAT"
I got that message on myspace.com. Yes he used all caps, yes he was serious. Now apparently guys see me and go, Ooo cheating on my wife. This is just lovely.

Alysa [ 3:52 PM ]

5 Comments:

Careful, there is a lotta sharks out there. Nothing is free, everything has a price.

Are ya working?

By Anonymous, at 6:29 PM
JoeC:
There are, and humanity as a whole sucks.
I'm not right now, living has become a chore. I don't want to go into a job right now and not be able to handle it and then end up doing something stupid. I need to heal some first. Make sense?

By Alysa, at 6:39 PM
Yes perhaps, I gather that you do not want more commitment now and focus on yourself for now. To be in a new environment helps in the healing bit and part of that is being independent.

I think you are smart enough to know the bad from the good but is it always so clear with lines drawn?

By Anonymous, at 8:03 PM
Starfish;
You see the sharks for who they are. Stay out of the water...

By Anonymous, at 10:35 PM
Well at least he was upfront!
6'4" and 240lbs, yea right!
Probably 5'10" and 255lbs.

By Anonymous, at 4:37 PM