the dumbing down of love

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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

I haven't been sleeping very much, if at all. My mind just won't shut down, or the room spins. I did really good for 2 weeks and then last night I just, couldn't. I passed that point where something can distract me or anchor me to earth. I had to, or it would have been worse.
I've had two lyrics stuck in my head all week.
One:

I will lie awake. Lie for fun and fake the way I hold you. Let you fall for every empty word I say.

Two:

Am I so sick in the head I need to bled dry to quit. Or I just really used to love him. I sure hope that's it.

Alysa [ 9:27 PM ]

1 Comments:

Alysa;
I hope you are talking to friends about your feelings and writing things down. I hope that the end of the week brings some peace of mind.
Hold On.
xoxo

By Anonymous, at 7:05 AM