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Monday, January 23, 2006

I thought of another movie that I find amazing. A patch of blue. It's a lot older than the others I mentioned but I love it. If you haven't seen it please do so.

I am very thankful today. Thankful and more happy than I have been in about 6 months. Here is all that's happened.

Got a prescription plan which equals saving money.
Tiffany's husband is getting help with his OCD. She realized that it's not her, he is the one who needs help.
I had my first rape counseling session.
I have meds to help me sleep, anti-depressant, and for anxiety.
MHMR- if I qualify, I would get free psychiatric care and free meds.
My mom is still being nice.
I'm eating better, well minus the rice crispy treats.
Working out doesn't seem like such a far fetched idea.
My mom got us both gift certificates to a salon. I get 5 separate treatments. Including a designer hair cut, manicure, facial, hair conditioning visit, and waxing.

This all may seem small to the public at large but to me it's huge. I haven't had a lot that's even semi good happen to me lately, so these things are making the light at the end of my tunnel seem a bit closer.
Time to settle in for the night, I want to try and get up early and do ballet bar. I hope you are all good, let me know what you are thankful for today!

Alysa [ 7:37 PM ]

4 Comments:

I am so happy your mum is being nice. You deserve some pampering at the salon...enjoy every minute of it, sounds like heaven :)

By Anonymous, at 2:14 AM
WONDERFUL news. Your happiness makes me smile. Keep it up, luv:)

By Anonymous, at 7:12 AM
Michelle:
Thank you. I will most deffinately enjoy that pampering.

Cathy:
Glad you make you smile, cause that makes me smile. It's like a smile cycle :)

By Alysa, at 11:25 AM
I am thank you that,

I've survive for the month... almost,
the sky didn't fall on me,
I am bless to have a job

but most of all....

thankful that you are doing fine
and taking steps to sort things out.

Cheers!

By Anonymous, at 8:45 PM