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The Girl
Aly. 21. Las Vegas, Nevada. Dreamer, schemer, and make believer. I'm everything you know and everything you can't understand. I'm full of contradictions and misconceptions. I love without holding back and can change your life if you let me. Never underestimate me because that will be your biggest mistake. Myspace Flickr 
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Monday, February 28, 2005
I SMOTE THE STARBUCKS!!!
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bzzz
ahahahahahaha.....yea it speaks for itself :) Alysa [
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.....I had powdered donuts ^-^
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free food!
hah...ew. Alysa [
2:50 PM ]
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Friday, February 25, 2005
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Thursday, February 24, 2005
Quoth the waxwings: 'Nevermore'
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I was brave today and asked Elizabeth if she wanted to have dinner or go to the mall or something. I think we both need more girlfriends. She's a sweetheart. I want chinese food...and a hot fudge brownie sundae. Alysa [
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
I'm taking a small break from work. I have oodles to do today. I have these two stacks of papers, two different phone lists. One is organized by first name, one by last. I have to go through one list and make sure the names on the other are the same. My eyes are going crossed and when I look up from it I get dizzy. My bestest buddy is 4 weeks from her due date. She has those Braxton Hicks contractions though, so she has been having contractions for the past two months. I feel bad about that. I'm trying really hard to figure out a way to get up there either for the birth or after. She wants me there and I really want to be there but money is beyond tight and it's just sucky. I've decided I need more girlfriends. Local ones that is. So if you're interested in having girl nights and fun shopping days, please apply :) I need something good in my life. I wanna love Alysa [
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Astrology Central - Numerology
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you see yourself being so small running into every brick wall it's not as far as you can go the road is twisting/turning a life is limping/learning there's so much more for you to know if you could lock the past away step back through the doorway this ride has just begun if i could change your point of view is there some way i can show you the best is yet to come not every problem can be solved so easily not every answer is the one above the flood of emotion it's all about forward motion define your place in the sun if you could lock the past away step back through the doorway this ride has just begun if i could change your point of view is there some way i can show you the best is yet to come don't try to hide it's all inside you can find a place where the pain & guilt can fall away if you're spitting truth/bullet proof crashing through the walls that separate me and you now you'll find with everything you lose your path clears with everything you choose if you could lock the past away step back through the doorway this ride has just begun change your point of view is there some way i can show you the best is yet to come if you could lock the past away step back through the doorway this ride has just begun if i could change your point of view is there some way i can show you the best is yet to come this ride has just begun is there some way i can show you? the best is yet to come Alysa [
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Monday, February 21, 2005
Food poisoning.No money. No loan. Fuck. Alysa [
11:59 AM ]
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Saturday, February 19, 2005
 that's my nephew jack..he's in a box. 
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Friday, February 18, 2005
horoscope: Just when you were looking for solid ground, the ground shifted under your feet.
duh. Alysa [
4:56 PM ]
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Thursday, February 17, 2005
Pet Peevethat's so me! hah Alysa [
4:36 PM ]
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Today has been weird. It's either really busy or so slow that I could cry from boredom. I've made 3 pots of coffee for meetings, handed out a billion coupons from chik-fil-a [they want our business], sorted mail, helped exectutives with their many troubles, found Brendan food, and now I'm just kind of here. It will get busy again, with all the meetings going on today and paychecks getting here. I like it when I am busy, so much to the point where I can't stop and think. It makes my day go fast and my thoughts stay away. I want fun tonight. Alysa [
1:41 PM ]
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005
I wantKim might make me some guitar pick earrings! I love having a friend that makes jewelry. I have this song by LeAnn Rimes stuck in my head. It was on T.V this morning and now it's embedded in my brain. Like a cloud full of rain shouldn't hang in the sky Ice shouldn't burn or a bumblebee fly If you feel so happy, then why do you cry? Oh nothin' bout love makes sense. Like an ocean liner shouldn't float on the sea A pearl in an oyster or a circus of fleas Someone so perfect can't be falling for me. Oh nothin' bout love makes sense. Nothin' bout love is less than confusing You can win when you're losing, stand when you're falling I can't figure it out. Nothin' bout love can make an equation nothin' short of amazing Wish I could explain it But I don't know how. The way that we dance, the reason we dream That big Italian tower, well how does it lean? Something so strong shouldn't make me this weak Oh nothin' bout love makes sense. (Instrumental) Nothin' bout love is less than confusing You can win when you're losing, stand when you're falling I can't figure it out. Nothin' bout love can make an equation nothin' short of amazing Wish I could explain it But I don't know how. Like the lights of Las Vegas going out on the sand A jumbo shrimp or a baby grand How you're touching my heart when you're holding my hand Oh nothin' bout love makes sense Oh nothin' bout love makes sense Oh nothin' bout love, makes sense No no no, oh it don't make sense. I'm getting my tongue pierced Friday :) so all weekend it will be nothing but ice, ice cream, and listerine for me. Wish me luck. Alysa [
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Monday, February 14, 2005
My emotions have been all over the place lately. I have been trying so hard to hold it together but tonight that one final thing just made me lose it. I cant stop crying. The worst part is no one seems to notice I'm not okay or even give a fuck when I say I'm not okay. I have this feeling that something is wrong, a deep in my gut pure intuition type feeling. Like someone is screwing me over or something tragic is going to happen. I hate this. Alysa [
9:18 PM ]
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The tamest and most predictable choices won in just about every category.
hehehe Alysa [
1:21 PM ]
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This has been my first Valentine's since maybe junior high that is going pleasantly. Being at work is kind of mind numbing though. I would much rather be somewhere laying in the grass, talking or dozing off, and with a lovely picnic. Instead I am stuck in a cubicle and I can't see outside at all. Oh well..Tonight will make up for it. I hope. I'm very drowsy today, I don't know if it's the allergy medicine or the fact that I slept most of last week or if I'm still a bit sick. Something is off though. It's kind of good that I will be doing receptionist duty most of the afternoon. If my mom hurries up with my lunch then I will at least have some energy for a while. Back to work now :) Alysa [
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Friday, February 11, 2005
 after the storm there is always a brighter day and i will find my rainbow.
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Thursday, February 10, 2005
Do you know what you make me feel, baby? If you can't see it in my eyes or feel it in my touch then I don't know how else to show you. I'm head over heels, too far gone, in too deep to walk away. How did you get to me like this? How did you invade my space when I worked so hard to protect myself? How can you make me so incredibly happy and break my heart all at once? Why don't you feel the same... I don't think you ever will and that hurts more than my heart. All I want to do at this point is scream. Scream so loud I lose my voice. Scream, cry, tear things off my walls, and eventually break down in a tiny ball on my bed. You say I keep things from you, well this is some of what I've been keeping to myself. You may be asking why, and it's all because I never want to hurt you. I want to keep you free from pain of any kind, to heal you when it is inflicted by others or yourself. These thoughts may hurt you but they hurt me as well and I needed to get them out. Forgive me.
<3
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Wednesday, February 09, 2005
im so sick. i think someone actually ran over me with a mack truck. the most food i've had in two days was some chinese food yesterday. im having oreos and milk now because it doesnt make me want to throw up.
have you ever noticed that when you have a fever you have weird dreams? i think it fries your brain so you have these delusional dreams. okay im going to go die from the plague now. or just simply take some nyquil and watch movies. if you care for me leave me happy notes and long emails to entertain me. Alysa [
10:16 AM ]
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Monday, February 07, 2005
"You are going to be turning heads today. You have a kind of radiance that people can see from blocks away. And you're intelligent. And sweet. And heroically patient. In short, you're unstoppable."
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Erectile DysfunctionOrneryboy is great. I'm having a lost day. I feel like I'm in a sort of fog or something, just kind of here, not really grasping reality today I guess. Most likely that is because reality is painfull right now. Me and another girl I work with are all emotional and upset. It's kind of like a form of warped bonding when you both connect over something not so great going on in your lives. I have a triple cafe mocha and it's barely effecting me, should I worry? word of advice: high heels and sore thighs are not the best of combinations. I think there might be something wrong with me. Not in a hypochondriac I'm going to die sort of way, more like I get told I'm this amazing, beautiful girl yet... I'm going to stop there because I can either be brutally honest with how I'm feeling and the thoughts in my head and possibly upset some people or just keep them to myself. I'm going back to my coffee and music now. Alysa [
12:31 PM ]
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Friday, February 04, 2005
today is good.
i really want ben n jerry's. and you really should've stayed. Alysa [
1:16 PM ]
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Thursday, February 03, 2005
Bubble baths.
missing you. candles. LaLa. scheming. get tangled up in me. if you want my autobiography baby just ask me. hug me, hold me, have me, love me, tell me. Alysa [
8:01 PM ]
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kurt halsey
i love the small post it. Alysa [
3:39 PM ]
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I need a shopping buddy. No one truly enjoys shopping with me because everyone I know isn't into fashion really.
Have you ever been completely out of control with what is happening in your life but content with it? Everything is fast moving all of the sudden and I feel small and lost but I kind of like how things are not planned out for me this time. No one has set a course for me, and it's exciting. I miss dreaming. |